It's never too late to be who you might have been :)

Good afternoon!! :)

hari ini hari pertama puasa, dan gw ga puasa. tp insya Allah besok gw uda ikut puasa.

ada sesuatu yg ingin gw tulis...

mmmm.. selama ini gw punya hobi terpendam. hobi terpendam ini adalah menulis. gw suka banget nulis. sama kaya gw hobi baca. gw ga tau kenapa, gw punya exitedment yang sangat besar terhadap menulis. tapi karena satu dan lain hal, selama 3 tahun gw kuliah, gw jarang banget nulis. entah karena (SO) sibuk, ato karena emang ga mau mulai nulis.

ya, kadang gw orangnya emang suka ga mau mulai dari awal. dulu, waktu SMA, gw suka nulis. bahkan sejak SMP, gw suka iseng-iseng sendiri nulis cerita. dan sekarang gw sangaaat menyesal, karena gw udah tepat 3 tahun kuliah, dan gw ga pernah nulis sesuatu (kecuali tulisan-tulisan yang gw bikin untuk tugas kuliah)

hmmmm :( cukup mengenaskan jg menurut gw.
so, what should I do now?
apakah gw masih punya waktu dan kesempatan untuk bisa mulai nulis lagi, dan meng-explore diri gw melalui tulisan-tulisan gw? I want to do that so much!
tapi gw takut akan ada yang bilang, "Telat lo!!" hmmm.. ketakutan ini nih yang bikin gw ga pernah mau mulai sejak 3 tahun yang lalu...

dan sampai saat ini, gw selalu merasa masih ada yang kurang dari diri gw. apa itu? ya itu tadi. ketika lo punya hobi, dan ga tersalurkan, lo akan selalu merasa ada yang kurang dari diri lo.

oke. I'll start to write now. officially. :)
seperti ada yang pernah bilang, "It's never too late to be who you might have been"
I hope it isn't too late.
Bismillah :)

I'm back.. :)

Hey. I'm back..

It's a friday night. and I'm here. sit in front of my computer. and write.
tonight is a ME time. I love this. sometimes, I love to be alone, and just thinking about my self. because sometimes, I've made myself busy to think about other people, and forget about myself.

I miss my boyfriend now. You know, it's night, and our 'beloved' provider, M3, doesn't work well almost every night. so, we usually lose contact from 7 pm until 10 pm. hha. but not every night.

Hey, I'm just back from KKN, since a week ago. I have a wonderful experiences there. I've got very nice and crazy friends, and of course, a lot of learned things, and a lot of things to be reminded of.

when KKN is over, I were shadowed by all the things related to my UP or Usulan Penelitian, and my thesis. the problem is..... I haven't been thinking about it yet. Oh My..... but I have to start thinking about it now. God, help me. Give me some inspiration. and please guide me.

Ramadan will come over the next few days. and I have a plan to spend my early days of Ramadan in Jakarta.

Okay. that's all for today that I want to share.
see ya :)